The Accountability of Community
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Reading is of great importance in Douglass’s narrative. Douglass begins learning how to read when he is sent to Baltimore, and he completes his education by challenging street boys to see who could write the most letters and by covertly borrowing his ward’s schoolbooks. Later, after being sent back to work on a
These three adjectives—intellectual, moral, and accountable—seem significant, and I asked my students what they made of them. One student thoughtfully connected the latter two by speaking about the need to be accountable to others or ourselves for the morality of our actions. I challenged her regarding the ambiguity of her “or,” pointing out that those are two very different kinds of accountability. It is one thing to be accountable to myself for the morality of my actions—Douglass’s masters were certainly satisfied with this arrangement—but it is another thing to be accountable to others for our actions.
This difference is revealed in the history of the word “conscience,” which has developed two related meanings in English, as C. S. Lewis points out in Studies in Words. Conscience literally means “with knowledge,” but that “with” can mean knowledge shared with a group of other people, or it can simply act as an intensifier, meaning to know well. This ambiguity has been present in English for centuries, but Lewis argues that early on conscience was most often used in the sense of “witness”: your conscience was your knowledge of what you had done, a part of you that stands apart and bears witness to your deeds or omissions. It is in this sense that we still refer to some objective, upright person as “the conscience of” a community.
Over time, however, conscience came to be not only the witness to our actions, but also the judge of their morality. This conflation of the role of witness and judge, and the internalization of both, is what I think lay behind my student’s “or,” and her sense that we can be accountable solely to ourselves for the morality of our actions. Such an interior conception of morality certainly contributes to the individualism of the Reformation and to our contemporary moral relativism.
And yet if we are accountable only to ourselves, if our interior conscience is both our witness and judge, then we turn in on our selves and are bound to our own sinful desires, which are quite good at manipulating our internal judge. Douglass was onto something, then, when he wrote about the power of communal reading to
This accountability to others, enacted in these sorts of conversation with my students, is why I love teaching literature; I hold my students accountable for their interpretations of texts, and they hold me accountable for mine. We can practice healthy forms of community and conversation together, practices that are particularly important in our culture, where we so often find reasons to ignore those who differ from us and are content to be accountable only to ourselves.
—Jeff Bilbro